To have scheduled life or not to have scheduled life? there is the question!

Chit chatting with a friend online... "routine is like a rhythm you need for ridding a bike! you need it to move forward faster and smoother" he said! and surely easier I can say.

So I use to hate routine and routine life, I sort of still do! I believe it makes life boring, predictable and overwhelmingly repeating! But the thing is, for getting successful it is vital! Indeed, it is vital to manage your time and that is needed to optimize your efforts with respect to each goal and its value, and for time management you need to know your schedule, you need to have a routine and scheduled life! So you see, it sucks, I don' like it but it gives what I want! Work, progress and money!

Thus, I figured out it is inevitable to have scheduled life, and some where down the road it is what will give you time, opportunity and victory! To manage your life you need to manage each single day of it, and know almost how it is gonna be spent! You know, I think a good example would be a neat and tidy house, when you know what is exactly where, it is always easy and handy to find and use stuff...and if you put anything back on to its place, no need to worry about getting messy...Daily life is like that! you need to keep it scheduled, do specific things at specific time and then time by time you may need to change some thing, or open some time for some thing but then keep the schedule of the others and reschedule the one back so you can have your routine! The point is you need to find your routine, the balance! Schedule your life and keep it, otherwise you ain't ganna make it...You will just push the paddles so randomly that it will do nothings! But making you tired and exhausted!...

And I know it is hard! oh, tell me about it! I cannot wake up early enough in the morning as I want and it is killing me because how I'm suppose to schedule my life if I ain't gonna start it on schedule! And I keep pushing myself and bitting myself but it doesn' seem to work! Sometimes, I tell myself "well, forget about the schedule, juss get some work done!" but then I again feel like, no I need it...in order to be able to make it through all of this long pass of success, SCHEDULE is the very first step and I SHOULD NOT SKIP IT, noooooooooo way!

So, though it does not seem helpful or even any promising and though it only holds me back from working perfectly late at nigh, but I'll keep working on it.

I will get there, sooner or later!

The only thing I need to tell myself is that HANG ON THERE, no pain no gain!