Monday, August 22, 2011

Silence

Sometimes it is juss hard to keep in mind all the thing you've been trying to fix about yourself, your behavior and you!
Have been trying for just a new you, and now you see it is all back again!
It just sucks and make me sad! even mad at myself...in away that I almost sort of stop functioning efficiently!
Losing self confidence should not be this easy and I don' want it to be!

Sometimes you find yourself not reacting as you were supposed to, as you wanted yourself to behave so and then you just hate yourself for forgetting what you wanted, and hate others who want you to be weak and made you say what you didn't wanted to! And then hating those who suppose to be supportive but they are just not anymore!

Sometimes, you juss see yourself need to start from beginning. It is disappointing and it is so hard to pick yourself and fight for it! But you need to! That is the pass to power!

Also, no need to say not every thing nor anything! Do not talk too much!!!!!!!keep quite!


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